Thursday, January 29, 2009

girlish diary

I have network exam on Sunday. I have to study the rest of 10 slides yet but not in studding mood!
I had uga class last night. this Uga class is a famous one in mashhad among others .most of my class mates are older that 40.and all are women(it's a women class) most of them are working as doctor,nurse,university tutor and … . At the end of the class Mrs. Faghani sang an Old Iranian song from about 40s (in Persian calendar and equals to 60s) she used to be a guidance school teacher and now is retired. I love her because she's so sweet. I wish to become such an interesting grandma!
After uga I had a 30 min massage class. It was the last session of its 6 sessions. On this session we worked on hands and it was cool to here some about reflexotherapy.what an amazing science it is! Isn't it wired that for example massaging your fingers helps u become better when u've got cold!
After class I went to darchin coffee shop for the first time with a guy asking me out .it smelled exactly like nasrin's house(I'll talk about her later) there were a couple behind us talking but after a while it seemed that the talk is turning to a serious argument and their sounds were going up and up!!Then I don't know exactly why but I remembered a guy asking me for getting marry telling me is fighting necessary for living? and what's the exact definition of the fight? U know I think surviving an argument or fight or quarrel with telling what u should tell and letting out every thing u wanna let out and in the upper level letting these words out in a way u could persuade the other, is really a needed skill- especially for girls cause they've been learnt to be "GOOD"-and helps u to sleep tighter.
And about the guy,he's a year older than me and is planning to get to Australia(it seems that unfortunately or maybe fortunately nowadays in Iran every skilled workers are migrating to Australia) I think because of that he's working in a man area and there's no girl around him he's tough. Although he has 3 sisters he seemed to be more BOY than needed! It also has driven him to become cold I suppose. He doesn't like cooking and shopping at all! He seems to be shy. He's not talkative! And unfortunately is not a professional movie watcher and book reader. Instead he's an over-professional computer gamer .so he doesn't seem to be my case!
After coming out of the coffee shop I started to feel stomach ache and it increased by the time I got home, in a way that I just fell on the bed till morning. I still feel some pain and sense of vomit! I think I've over drank coffee these days and as my stomach is weak it has started giving me errors:)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

growing up

Recent days have been very nice days to me because I have learnt a lot.one of the most important adventures of these days has been my argument with my close friend at work.we have been close friends by the time we have started working here but have never been in a same team till now that we have been arranged to work together on a same team.I think the problem is that she's a bit proud and easy-insulted , on the other hand I expect too much of a friend I suppose,whereas the problem has been solved and she became upset after finding out all the scenario,and now she's not that much ok!but it's only the business and I hope she doesn't hurt herself anymore . from all happenings I've learnt to be selfish and half-hearted at work,even to those whome I think are close and reliable friends. And never judge anything till having enough information.isn't it very nice that I'm growing up that much!actually my job is changing me from a spoilt girl to an adult!it's one of the reasons I love it that much.

University exams have started and I'm so busy but haven't stopped IELTS reading class and I've devised not to stop it .

That's it.

Why Small Life?

One of my favourite movies is "You've Got Mail" ,a comedy-romantic.there's a scene I love in this film which cathlyn(Meg Ryan) is writing an email for NY152 the boy she loved and has become familiar in a chatroom(Tom Hanks),she writes:I lead a small life,ok valuable but small,sometimes I wonder do I have it because I love it or because I haven't been brave enough.I do love these sentences.

Monday, January 12, 2009

start blogging

It's about a week I've started to study for IELTS exam.so I decided to start blogging in English in order to improve my English and have somewhere to talk about what ever is flying in my mind during the day.as to become familiar to my mind!I have to say that I have a extremely multithreaded mind anyone could have.from the morning to night my mind looks for philosophy of whatever happens to me!

To introduce my self:mmmm…let me put it in my profile:)